just relax buddy...just calm down now....okay??
are you alright?.....
..no no, it's nothing wrong ..there's nothing weird in what you are going through. it's just that you are nervous. i mean this is quite natural Jim, what you must do is just relax yourself. come on buddy, you have endured enough to make this thing come true..you have done all that you could possibly do, just to make sure you see this day. and so just dont give up on yourself today Jim.
it tough for you, i know it's tough for you. look i don't wanna sound harsh or whatever but you acting feminine. i mean this whole situation that you have dragged yourself into right now,, this is looking very odd. just be a man Jim, don't be foolish.
....you wont understand Nathan, you just wont understand why I'm so nervous today. she is my life. you know everything nathan, everything. ever since i have laid eyes on her she has been my everything. Stella is all that i ever wanted. and so, today as you say i'm behaving foolish, nathan, i would be much happier if you could just understand me and think of whatever you mean when you say that i have endured enough just to make sure i see this day. nathan i never wanted anything that would make her unhappy, but that's the irony. the only thing that i ever wanted would make her unhappy. i cant believe that i'm even seeing this day. nathan please, for god's sake try to understand me... nathan, i dont beilieve this is happening. i dont believe this day. please, please god, please....spare me this pain. take me if you want but dont play this game with me. please....
